Hiding in estrogens and wearing aubergine dreams

I LUVLUVLUVVV YUTINGGG!

BESTESTFRIENDS-4-LIFE OGAYYYYY!

Indeed, the present he gave me was priceless. It's a calender cum photoframe actually. And mind you, it's 100% purely hand written by Mr Zhang Yuting my Domokun. Whatever he wrote inside was funny to the max I tell you! He drew our so called children - the fuzzy wuzzies and Sam - we came out with that during a.maths lesson (DAMN BORED!) , he drew the valley of death - My hair parting on my ezlink card (#%!#%$!@#), Standard msn chat - I'll try to joke and he'll be like "funny sia" the sarcastic way, our seating position during maths class - the bestest days of my life, Domokun - cuz yuting's my domokun haha, one of my a.maths assignment marks - I got 1/30. To him it's a joke. what's more Mrs Adeline Tan wrote 'see me' with exclaimation mark. I almost peed in my skirt. -.-, then the phone conversation we had - he told me he failed his o's and I cried. Then he was laughing like a mad man. (toot much?) and lastly he wrote a big 'gorgeous'. Haha. He saved me under 'Farha ze Gorgeous' on his phone. LOLLOL. Now tell me, why will I not luv this moron so much?

So we ate at pizza hut at Jurong Point. Yuting almost killed me cuz most of the restaurants he wanna eat at are not halal. But seriously, he made me laugh the whole day eh toot! Haha.

Ok then I met Norah and we headed to Izzah's house for her open house. Then saw my mom with my aunty, shafeenah and cousin. Went home with them. I swear Shafeenah was like possessed at that moment. Freaking naughty as hell like zomg. I'm lucky I'm not her mom. Haha.

I must say that today was the bestest so-called birthday celebration I ever had. Headed to Marina Square with Awesome and goodness your freaking helmet is damn tight okay! I thought my head's small. We watched Legion and it was freaking nice eventhough at certain parts I got a little scared (especially that small boy. Cb cute only but actually he's fucking evil with manly voice. Funny ah?). Just like daybreakers. It's gory and violent. And I thought I would doze off halfway through the movie. HEH HEH. He, instead, found the movie boring. GREAT. Who's idea? haha. Toot. Okay then we searched high and low for a Nike shop. HAHA my bad for showing you that pic! Grr. So ya he bought for me a pair of Nike Dunks and I was like ZOMGFUCKOMGCBWTHTOOT.

That excited I was. But ofcourse I did not show him the excitement I had in me. Instead I wanted to reject his offer but he threathened to break the glass window. HAHA. Then we went out to get some fresh air. Crapped alot. I mean HE crapped alot. For a moment I fucking dislike him. (Yknow why. hmm) HAHA. Then I got super irritated with the wind and we left for dinner. We ate at Swensons. his purpose was to eat ice cream but instead we only ate the main dishes without ice cream cuz I'm freezing (eventhough I'm wearing long sleeves and all). My bad again. I told him we can have ice cream some other time outside but please without any weird vampire long legged and arms looking ice cream man okay. I rather not eat ice cream my whole life. Oh ya he just did not say that I walked like a camel (cb). HAHA. Then we left. He gave me an a.w.e.s.o.m.e hug! I had to tip toe to hug you man. Come on, I ain't that tall. I seriously love the bike ride. Gosh y'gotta feel the wind gushing through. Damn nice like seriously damn nice! Can't wait for you to get your new bike! (But Idk whether I'll be the first girl to ride on it ay. Hmm.)

All in all, I HAD FUN AND I LUVLUVLUVLUVLUVV TODAY WITH AWESOME.
I LUVLUVLUVVV THE SHOES! Even Mumsie said it's nice. But she'll change her mind if I tell her who bought it for me. HAHA.

Okay nightttts. Gonna have sweet dreams for sure!

Thanks mumsie for the birthday cake!

Hahaha seriously did not expect this from you.

Luv ya like seriously luv ya to the max!

To me, you're the only one that matters. (L)

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I rock.

Thankz to all who wished me be it call, msg, online, facebook.

Appreciated much like seriously appreciated it.

Luv you guyz to bits! :)

Okay yesterday I got my JAE results and I got posted to Optometry in Ngee Ann Poly. Yay or nay? I've got no idea. Well if you guyz need eye check up, you can holla at me. (No, I'm kidding.)
Visited NP with mumsie and Bee. Bee was super comfortable with us. I like that! Thanks Yuting for accompanying us all the way! I luv you sososooo much! So mumsie wanted to know more about Optometry and I'm so looking forward to the 3rd year cuz there'll be psychology and community services! Awesome. Thanks to all who had supported and encouraged so far. So far, ain't thinking of appealing. Maybe I might, maybe not. Optometry is not bad at all. I can earn big money yknow. I'mma treat you all one fine day okay? (Say okay)

Right. After all that, met Raiyan and Syahilah for movie. Liyana couldn't make it. And without Liyana, I'm sure Haifaa won't tag along. So ya we went in threes instead. Before the movie we walked around aimlessly in West Mall then we headed to the arcade (Awesome!, rmbr we shot dinosaurs there? haha). Since I got the card and Raiyan was the OKB for the day so he top it up. For a start we played some children game of like throwing balls into a hole or something? then we played basketball junior. Me and Raiyan took the so-called make believe roller coaster. HAHA it was merely shaking us throught out the "journey". LIKE REALLY SHAKING. haha. Syahilah and Raiyan played the idk what that game's called. Now's this the funny part. Raiyan asked syahilah to choose a game to play. She chose some kiddo drum game. And theres this part where she needa choose the song. Someone's so smart that she used the drum sticks and started hitting on the screen thinking it was touch screen. OMG DAMN JOKE LIKE SERIOUSLY DAMN JOKE! She was hitting the screen with full confidence thinking that it was touch screen. HAHAHA. We seriously rollonthefloorlaughingourassoff alright! Haha okay then headed to the theatre. Bought our drinks and watched the movie, Santau.

Well for it did not made me jump off my seat, screamed like a retard, sweat like a pig, I'mma rate it 6/10. The irony was, instead of being scared, people were laughing! ZOMG MUCH? Hahaha. The ghosts ain't scary at all. It's some old nenek and people went "eh nenek keropok" haha. And Raiyan was like "nak kencing." HAHA. K me too actually. We drank a lot. Syahilah kept her cool. Chey. Then headed back home. Saw gorgeous Jamuna too! We crapped a lot in the train eh Raiyan Syahilah? hahaha. FUN TTM!

What day is it tmr? Hmm. I wonder. (wiggles eyebrows)

Yesterday was awesome. Had my braces appt in the morning. Was too early. Oh well I changed the color to red. (Gani's fav color I think. heh.)Yuting asked me to put green and red. HMM. JOKE. Eh I don't know why I find joy in updating you guyz in my braces color. Weird much? Ok so I'm on soft diet for another 2 friggin' weeks. Not funny. The pain is not subsiding at all. K nvm. After that, lunched at home then left to meet Alexis and Raiyan. Boarded the MRT to Vivo City to catch Daybreakers. I was suppose to catch it with Awesome but we watched Avatar 3D instead. DAYBREAKERS WAS GRUESOMELY AWESOME! I gave a lot of sound effects cuz I was freaking out already, I SWEAR! It's damn gross ah I tell you. Every single one there is a vampire. Then there's this company where they capture human bodies to drain out their blood for the vampires' survival. THE WHOLE MOVIE IS STILL VIVIDLY IN MY MIND! >:( After watching the movie I felt that everyone around me was vampires (-.-) and at any moment someone or anyone will just grab me from the back and suck my blood out. I can't sleep at night thinking about it. Still wanna watch SANTAU? Count me out. HAHA. (But I still wanna freak myself out though.)

K I'mma get some ice cream to numb the fucking pain.
& I miss Awesome. Bye.

HAPPY BIRTHAY YOU SEXY MUM!

You're a year older- SO WHAT RIGHT?!
You're still the sexiest and the prettiest mom alive gifted with three gorgeous angels.
In our family, I'm the only one you can't seem to see eye to eye.
We'll always end up quarreling, behaving rudely to you and not talking for weeks!
But deep in me, I actually regretted doing all that to you.
You might think, on the outside, I despise you but actually deep inside... I really really love you.
how can I hate my own mumsie?!
Yknow without you, I don't think I'll get this far. Thanks for not giving up on me.
Please forgive every goddamn sins I did to you.
Yknow when you get all mad at me, you used to say that you regret giving birth to me.
But for me, never in my life, I regret being your daughter.
I love you, mumsie.

Mumsie actually cried after reading my sms to her. Hehe. Lots of love!

Day out with Awesome, was indeed awesome to the max!
I shall not blog much, cuz God knows who reads my blog alright.
In short,
Awesome bike ride! > AVATAR 3D! > Bubble Tea > Arcade! (HAHA) > Lepak! > Home

You just gotta ultra super love today baby!

Till death do us apart.
Lots of love from your princess, ME. Hehe.

It's exactly one week since we met ay Awesome.

I'll never, in my life, forget this day.

Luv you luv you luv you!

xoxo

I've not been blogging lately cuz seriously there's nothing to blog about.

Oh well yesterday me, Jasmine, Wenyi, Debra and her pretty friends went to Ngee Ann Poly and Temasek Poly open house. All in all, I've got a rough idea of what I'mma do in the future. Like Diploma in Arts Business Management or if not, diploma in International Business or maybe, Diploma in Psychology & Community Services or prolly Biomedical Engineering/Science or maybe Mass Communication. But I'mma pass the latter cuz it's a very famous course and there'll be competition. And for a girl who always score C5 for English, hmm. Still being indecisive though. Mummy I know you want to help me choose a right course, I'm fine with that. But please bear that in mind that I'm living my life. Not you. Hehe. (L) The people in Ngee Ann are like super friendly. But some, f'weird I swear. For CCA, I feel like joining hip-hop dance. HAHA. Or maybe band? Or Baracuda Batacuda? I don't know.

Then headed to TP. Zomg, it's like at the other side of the world. THAT FAR! I was stoning through out the MRT journey. TP is so sooo out of my list. Eventhough the courses there are like awesome. But oh well, I'm not gonna sacrifice my sleep just like that okay. We saw Sankarsh look-alike and Nafiis look-alike! FUNNY I SWEAR. HAHAHA. Anyways when I was at TP, I was just waiting to go home. Not interested at all.

Next, I met my Awesome at Red Hill. For the ever first time! Imagine that. one year of mingling, and meeting only now. Well we needed to break the ice. Cuz I'mma celebrate my birthday with him. I don't wanna keep mum like my previous outing with my guy-friends. I was stunned when I saw him and that made me fall deeper for him. I loved every bit of him. His eyes, his long lashes, his sharp nose, his smile, his big arms as hard as rock!, his laughter, his teases, his talks, his lame jokes. In short, every bit.
If we're meant to be, then we're meant to be. Cuz to me, I think you're the one for me. After he left me, I promised myself that I'll never love again. But you made me go against it wantingly. I'm really looking forward to us. Like yknow.. Rab ne bana de jodi. Seriously Awesome, you've got no idea how much I really really love you.

GOD, CAN I BECOME 18 LIKE NOW NOW NOW NOW!

K no, kidding. Hehehe. Studies first. (I'm serious!)